View Thread : old friend and... old crush


trapped
hi everyone. i'm a newbie and have joined because i need some advice and help finding someone really precious to me... or at least, who was very precious to me and who still has a big place in my heart.
some background info; i'm Kelly,27, and i migrated to UK right after college. the old friend i'm talking about, Brian, was in my class in high school and we were really very good friends... and maybe even more. but we never did have a chance to find out what the 'more' was because i had to move to UK with my folks. we lost touch real fast but from time to time i would hear from him. but now it's been years since i last heard from him. i've tried finding out from friends what Brian's been upto and where he's been. i found out that he's in Brazil! he works as a pharmacist in Amapa. nobody has a number on which i can contact him so i tried getting the number of his pharmacy with this pharmacy directory, http://www.drugdelivery.ca/xx-BR-03-A-xx/Amap%C3%A1-Pharmacy.aspx but this one has only the names and locations.
i'm thinking of trying sites like facebook and stuff. what do you guys think?
do you guys think i should even try to find him again?
to be honest... i think i'm still very much in love with him. or it might just be a fixation :-S

please help and advise me guys.